My boyfriend & i finally called it quits. We dated for about 10 months, however it seems like we dated for a lot longer because we spent every moment together & even lived together. Its incredibly hard to stay goodbye to someone you love. We both didnt want it to end, and honestly we both know that wed easily get back together, but the problem is we know we shouldnt. We kept going around in circles & its a struggle to choose what you know is right or follow your heart & try to make it work again and again. He was the best guy ive ever been with, and we had a stronger love connection than anyone I know. Hes My best friend.
I need to start fresh. When I moved to Austin, I found him right away and we hung out 24/7 So i havent gotten a chance to meet many friends yet. Ive been in Austin almost a Year now, but i feel like I just moved here because I have start all over again. I am debating on whether to start all over in Austin, or move to Portland, San Diego, or Chicago. Problem is I am obsessed with Austin. It truly is the “weirdest” and coolest place I have ever been to. And i feel so at home here. However because i have no connections here and my job isnt the greatest, it would be easy to pick up and move.
Im trying to figure this all out. And I pray God leads me to where he wants me to be. I need to save up some money before I do anything. Please pray for me. Im a confused girl.
